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Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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2:48 am - Wow....it's been years?
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So an update because it's 3 am, I'm awake and just remembered I have this thing.
I've been a lot of cities. I've lived with different people. And I've made my share of mistakes. That's past, and while I respect the pasts exsistance and what I've learned from it, it's probably good not to dwell eh?
I'm in Columbus, a city that I was doubtful about, but found out that people sometimes make the home. I live with my best friend Zamion, a person who I've gone through hard times and good. Sometimes I thought we'd kill each other. Then again...when you're close to someone that can be unavoidable. My cats..Captain, Morgan and Mogwai are the lights of my life and often the best comfort that can be offered.
I guess in the end I can sum up the past few years as a lot of learning experiances. I've had my relationships, I've learned my lessons, I've loved, hated, cried, yelled, and been happy. All and all, it's life. Perhaps that's the best thing. THat your life keeps on going and moving, while you struggle to keep the lessons in order.
I've danced on the streets of New Orleans for halloween.
I've laid in a pile of people who cared about me while cuddling.
I've been a part of a group that made me smile ear to ear with just..togetherness.
I've climbed through deserted buildings and crumbling hallways.
I've played pretty pretty princess and had tea time.
And still I've gone running into the mens aisle for clothes and joked about pesky women.
I've had sex after discussing hyperspace ideas, and cubes.
I've watched my best friend on A&E being a happy meal for a vampire.
I've trapped vampires.
I've been in a high speed car chase without the police being involved..just a man with a baseball bat and a mullet.
Spiritually...well spiritually I've learned a lot and grown from when i was a kid..err younger. I've learned enough that I share it with close friends and am content with that, the world doesn't need to know the state of my soul afterall.
Wow I was going to write more and lost the drive. Perhaps later?
current mood:  thoughtful
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| Thursday, March 28th, 2002
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7:25 am - Dis and Dat
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Well Bob Evan's is an actually tolerable place to work. I don't have to work with the public (which I'm fast becoming to hate) and there's enough stuff to do that it keeps me busy. Eight hours goes by so fast it's almost scary! Ideal job for me.
They've also nicknamed me. I'm normally not the type of person one nick names, unless of course your my adopted brother and get the lofty privilage of calling me Poptart. I'm either "Pocket's Lil Sis" or "Cap'n" I don't knwo where it came from I don't even want to know.
The full moon was gorgeous last night, I nearly forgot it WAS a full moon. I didn't get a chance to do anything elaborate so I did what all good little Hart's do. I went outside with a pack of cigarettes and smoked and watched her. Today is sunny now and I think I may just roll over and let the sun warm my stomach until work.
~hart~
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| Monday, March 25th, 2002
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10:31 am - More Ramblings..
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Do you ever notice that the moment your feeling highly annoyed with people in general including friends they all decide to call you? Not only that but they want to DO something and god help you if you say no.
I'm home today and planned on sleeping the entire day through, the MOMENT I got into bed and curled up the phone rang. People want to go out to the show, after explaining that no I'm broke and this is my bed time and I'd try to go out next week. They decide to be nice and tell me that I have no say in the matter and they're going to kidnap me.
ARGH....
I don't want to socialize tonight, I'm in the sort of mood that I'll be blunt when they do something even slightly annoying. There's one girl there who whenever someone says something MUST try and top it with a better story or how great she is. In a normal mood I ignore it and try to avoid her, but lack of sleep and diplomacy are going to make for a very long and bad night.
~Hart~
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10:18 am - More updatedness
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Alright due to Unka Scry's pokings I'll update this more often. :p
Ahhhhh another day another job. I'm the new Bus-person/dish tank girl for Bob evans. :) Actually this job doesn't bother me at all, I know the people that work there quite well and it pays pretty good money. Whoo hoo MONEY!!!
I'm now looking for a new car, my old one sputtered a few times, coughed then died. It died unmourned and unloved... I'm hoping to get a newer car something that will actually last me a few years, but then again looking at my budget I may have to do something illegal to get such a car. Not that..I would EVER do anything illegal you know. No never....
Now working on plans to move to Philadelphia. This is still in the gathering info stage, I have a few friends getting prices and such for me so I can get an idea of what to expect. I'm hoping to move over there possibly by next fall...O o halloween!!! ;) The good news is my job at Bob Evans can be transferred (if there's an opening) to another Bob Evans.
Alright that's about it now..my arm hurts.
~Hart~
current mood:  cranky
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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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10:24 am - Well well...
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I appear again it seems. ;)
Life is as always filled with work and plans of moving. That's about it. LOL not much of a life eh? Just posting here to let people know I'm still somewhat alive...if not kicking.
current mood:  weird
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| Saturday, February 23rd, 2002
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10:21 am - I hate the ER
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It's a horrible place, you wait in a room alone listening to people walk by and patients groan and cough with pain. Not only that but you might wait for a long time, with only the nurse coming in to comment how your pulse is double the normal speed and scare you with sounds like. "oh my this isn't very good."
Then finally the doctor sees you and you have to wait alone again for some tests to go through. All the while it's 4 am and you're so tired you want to fall over but you don't. Finally at 6 am they give you some meds and send you home worse feeling then when you got there.
No wonder I kick and scream about them
current mood:  sick
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| Tuesday, February 19th, 2002
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9:28 pm - Some things must be seen to be believed...
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I'm listening to a song my late-brother eric burned on CD for me. It was his last CD. This is morbid..but it's the sort of thing I just can't stop listening too. After this I'm going to work..If I'm lucky the death toll will remain at only 2. Though I wouldn't be surprised if it rose suddenly.
I want to be held, I have this irrational need right now to feel a warm body against mine and be held. Sadly if that did happen I think I'd start to cry. No real reason to cry..I just would. At the moment I'm hugging my knees and trying to control my emotions.
You see I'm not an emotional person. I'm happy, thoughtful, or quietly depressed with the world. I tend not to cry...I hate crying. And tonight I'd give anything for someone to hold me close so I could cry into their shoulder. I guess it's just one of those nights. I hope it's just lack of sleep, the nice head doctor is not a person I like to visit.
~hart~
"Or maybe I got used to being held."
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8:54 am - *yawning*
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Third shift is a bitch, it's worse when you have a day job as well. I put a live cow in downtown wheeling, I was more amused then the rest of the city. I thought it was a perfectly acceptable prank, but derek's car smells like cow now. I'm also barely awake and rambling incoherently.
I may be a kitchen bitch at bob evans soon, whoo hoo. I get to play with sharpies and make food. Be afraid...
~Hart~
"I told you, put DOWN the knife!"
current mood:  awake
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| Saturday, February 16th, 2002
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7:10 am - My first post
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Hmmm well here I am at DeadJournal. An introduction then, my name is Hart. No this isn't my birth name, but that name is one I seldom if ever use. After all this name suits me so much the better then my other one.
I am a proud member of Le Clan du Accifeluvocor. What is this? A small tightly knit group of vampires who have each adopted one another to form a sort of clan or family. No I'm not an RPer, I am truely a vampire. Though I know I may be flamed for believing this, I recommend you don't. After all...if I respect you believing your human, can't you respect my belief that I'm not?
Well more will come soon I'm sure, right now I'll just become accustumed to the workings of this thing. :)
~hart~
"Welcome to my world."
current mood:  accomplished
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